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9dp5dt, Beta tomorrow and……

I did test on our anniversary at 5dp5dpt and much to my surprise and excitement I saw a very faint line!!!  Beta is tomorrow and tests have been getting darker.  I am in shock!  Tests are from Monday and Tuesday.  Eeek

 

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9dp5dt ~ BFN

FET #2

Wish I could come on here and say that I have good news…..unfortunately I don’t.  Pretty sure #4 is a bust.  After those weird twinges and all my cramps I woke up Tuesday with the worst headache and fever like symptoms.  I did take test to see a very, very faint line.  I felt pregnant and then something changed.  I no longer felt pregnant.  My body which had been having cramps, twinges, weird feelings in my uterus just felt nothing.  Wednesday I took another test and it was negative.  Today negative.  Ever since then I am feeling back to normal.  Possible Chemical?  Maybe.  I took yesterday off because I felt sick.  I was nauseous, had a fever, sore throat and of course seeing the negative put me over the edge.  I could not go in.  Today I come in and one of my coworkers asks how I am feeling.  I tell her I have had a fever and have not felt good all week.  Some asshole over hears us and barks in “Pregnant? Haha”  Seriously?  As for what is next who knows?  FET #3?  A fresh IVF with PGP?  More Testing? Donor sperm?  Adoption?  Beta is tomorrow and typically if our Dr is there she will call with the news.  I hope she can suggest some next steps.  Sigh. Heartbroken.

9dp5dt ~ Beta Tomorrow

I tested again this morning but it was negative.  Beta will be in the morning.  I am pretty much sure it will be negative but always have hope that I will get a nice surprise.  My husband is gone for the weekend for a bachelor party and I know he felt bad leaving but I really don’t mind.  I am just going to focus on me this weekend.  Do some reading, cleaning, cooking and relaxing.  All things that can help me de-stress.  It will just be me and the pooch!  I am going to continue to think of all the positives in my life.  I will grieve and then move on.  I called and made an appointment with the Dr for Wednesday.  I am interested to see what she has to say and what kind of tests we may do.