FET #3 Update
After seeing that second beautiful line Monday I went to bed super early but woke throughout the night with a fear. Fear that it would be the same as last time and I would test and see only one line. Every night I have tossed and turned still feeling so worried that the line wouldn’t be darker. After dealing with IF you can’t just enjoy seeing that second line like other women. There is a constant fear that what you worked so hard to get will be taken away from you. I feel as one weight lifted another was replaced. Don’t get me wrong I am beyond overjoyed. I am the happiest I have been in years!
I got my official “pregnant” today on a digital! It made me feel like this could be it! My estimated due date is October 18th which is two days before my birthday. This will be the best gift I have ever gotten. Beta was supposed to be Saturday but with the huge storm coming I was able to call it and bump it up for tomorrow!!!! I am very excited to hear what the number is and to finally hear them call and tell me I am pregnant! Do I have enough exclamation points in this post? Nooooo!!!!!!