FET #3 Update

After seeing that second beautiful line Monday I went to bed super early but woke throughout the night with a fear.  Fear that it would be the same as last time and I would test and see only one line.  Every night I have tossed and turned still feeling so worried that the line wouldn’t be darker.  After dealing with IF you can’t just enjoy seeing that second line like other women.  There is a constant fear that what you worked so hard to get will be taken away from you.  I feel as one weight lifted another was replaced.  Don’t get me wrong I am beyond overjoyed.  I am the happiest I have been in years!

I got my official “pregnant” today on a digital!  It made me feel like this could be it!  My estimated due date is October 18th which is two days before my birthday.  This will be the best gift I have ever gotten.  Beta was supposed to be Saturday but with the huge storm coming I was able to call it and bump it up for tomorrow!!!!  I am very excited to hear what the number is and to finally hear them call and tell me I am pregnant!  Do I have enough exclamation points in this post? Nooooo!!!!!!

first bfp digi


12 thoughts on “8dp5dt

  1. Courtney says:

    What a beautiful progression! Word of caution, there may be a morning that it doesn’t seem darker. DO NOT WORRY. I had two like that this last time. These tests are not quantitative and vary from box to box.

    But that is a nice looking progression 😉

    I can’t wait to hear about your beta. It’s going to be great!

  2. Jen says:

    AGH! This is SO REAL NOW! There’s just nothing better than those digital tests that pop up with the actual word “pregnant” – so happy for you!

  3. Mrs D says:

    Ahh so happy to see the nice tests! I must admit, I am a bit jealous! I dont think this cykle worked either, feels like one of my failed cykles, but I have a sort of stretching feeling around where my ovaries are, it sort of feels like it strectches outwards to the sides. But I have felt all kind of weird stuff after started with IVF so it could be just about anything. HPT’s seems negative, take one each morning (or you can see like a small or faint shadow on them but it does not get darker so could be just nothing).

    What are you symptoms so far??

    • Kim says:

      You never know! I was so sure this one failed. I really still have no symptoms. Some backaches and my bra seems to be shrinking but that is it. The past few days I have felt so worried because I feel so normal. I really hope that faint line starts darkening. It is still early for you!

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