9dp5dt ~ BFN

FET #2

Wish I could come on here and say that I have good news…..unfortunately I don’t.  Pretty sure #4 is a bust.  After those weird twinges and all my cramps I woke up Tuesday with the worst headache and fever like symptoms.  I did take test to see a very, very faint line.  I felt pregnant and then something changed.  I no longer felt pregnant.  My body which had been having cramps, twinges, weird feelings in my uterus just felt nothing.  Wednesday I took another test and it was negative.  Today negative.  Ever since then I am feeling back to normal.  Possible Chemical?  Maybe.  I took yesterday off because I felt sick.  I was nauseous, had a fever, sore throat and of course seeing the negative put me over the edge.  I could not go in.  Today I come in and one of my coworkers asks how I am feeling.  I tell her I have had a fever and have not felt good all week.  Some asshole over hears us and barks in “Pregnant? Haha”  Seriously?  As for what is next who knows?  FET #3?  A fresh IVF with PGP?  More Testing? Donor sperm?  Adoption?  Beta is tomorrow and typically if our Dr is there she will call with the news.  I hope she can suggest some next steps.  Sigh. Heartbroken.

18 thoughts on “9dp5dt ~ BFN

  1. Courtney says:

    I’m so sorry, Kim. Good luck with your call with the RE tomorrow. I hope she has more to tell you than just the official beta number.

    Are there many frozen embryos left? We moved on to another fresh cycle with 5 in the freezer because I had no faith in the embryos from that cycle. Could have been the dumbest, most ill-logical thing in the world, but I just needed a fresh start.

    • Kim says:

      Thanks! We have 5 left. 2 from 1st IVF and 3 from 2nd IVF. I think it all depends on what we will do next if we have another FET. I think if we have some frozen insurance requires us to use those. Guess I will find out!

      • Courtney says:

        I wil be interested to hear what your insurance limitations are, if you choose to share (feel free to not share if you don’t want to). Our insurance didn’t get involved at all when it came to that – it was the clinic that wanted to use up some embryos and that made sense to us. Every state is different though, right?

        Good luck!

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