IVF #2 Update
Last Wednesday we had our WTF appointment with the Dr. She still believes it’s just bad luck and IVF WILL work for us. We had blood work taken for karyotype testing and I go back next Monday for another Sonohystogram and a biopsy. I feel like I have lost a lot of faith not with the Dr. but that IVF will ever work for us. This failed cycle has caused more grieving than the first two. I always heard most people get pregnant within three cycles. Now I am scared. Scared we will never have children. The emotions that a failed IVF causes are almost debilitating. I am angry, sad, bitter and discouraged. I want to believe it will work but I just feel otherwise. Usually at this point I am very positive and ready for the next cycle. I am not feeling that this time. Our next cycle most likely will be a Frozen Embryo Transfer and we are going to do a natural cycle. We have 7 embryos just waiting so unless we find chromosomal issues we will be going this route.
Something that makes me happy…..fall and pumpkin spice coffee. I think I am going to put a list together of goals for Fall. We probably won’t be cycling again till November so I have some time to lose some of this IVF weight and focus on non-IVF stuff. Operation Get Healthy will be underway.